Does love even love you back?

On my next glide of life I revisited love and found deeper meanings. experiences allowed me to challenge it head on and find the parts of my self that were scrambled under its name & reign. My last encounter I found that it is the strongest component that the nervous system needs to repair itself. This time I took another turn and as quiet as kept. It was about the quality that stood out this time. 

A few weeks ago a post went viral highlighting that their standards will no longer tolerate a "certain" type of love but a more refined version that fights it's way through walls to shine through the noise of their other suitors. I'm definitely paraphrasing but it summed up one type of love that they identified and chose to no longer accept.

relationships are more political than politics - strings

At the same time we have all encountered situations that left us hurt, confused and betrayed. naturally causing us to make a covenant to never experience anything close to that ever again. in my case after the last few hurdles I actually started to enjoy the journey and what I'd been through which I considered a milestone. for me regarding the remarks in that area of my life have made me chuckle. nevertheless I believe in getting to the root of the cause and being still enough to hear the issues and the solution in the same breath. 

That breath of fresh air helped me to see the 'love' in other areas and it was alarming but brought understanding. The first being how I receive it to myself and then to my passions and the miniscule things. It all helps to build the structure but what goes up must come down. Relationships are so interesting to me because it encompasses so much of the human experience. Cringeworthy captions about life such as 'having the ability to know how to steer and man a ship and knowing when to get off.'

When the navigation system is corrupted it will keep leading you to destinations that remind you to steer course. Ironically this is NOT to be confused with the concept of 'you are what you attract' which I'm still trying to unravel. In the moment it suggested that sometimes an experience is simply an experience that you must learn from. Hence the saying fool me once...

Then love with passions which I thought I've encountered but its true. What if that love you have for a profession, career or hobby changes? Building up a world where your dreams comes true and your prayers are answered. its difficult to accept when the course of your path changes. Especially when what is driving you is exposed and has no control over you. how will you combat it.... 

Love itself - its a thing and is bound by no condition which people seem to force on it

Finally the term itself. one of my favourite sayings is...

let love find you *only death & taxes are guaranteed* 

This to me says that keep figuring out who you are until it knocks on the door. When it visits don't restrain it or take it for granted. Study the responses/your reactions you have towards it so you can act accordingly to have a better understanding of it and yourself. multifaceted beings deserve multifaceted experiences. It should include the other forms that it can come from not just the sole purpose of when it comes from another

cant control an addict just because you have the supply, let it roam free 

- ace