Hitman

Create Yourself

The statement 'I wish' run in the background like an app and get stored in your cache but until you move on and let go is when it just happens to just fall in your lap.

The intent is the dial that points us in the direction for an outcome. the emotional state is flexed like a muscle due to conditions we put ourselves through to be able to handle the fluctuation of realities. During this process the body stores every emotion and has to be released in as many lifetimes necessary. Our day to day state helps us function with the everyday experience. This explains why sitting still with our thoughts can be difficult for most. 

Constantly living in fight or flight takes up more energy than we realize. the modern age is a different struggle. The weight of holding onto the past is a cycle of trying to shame ourselves into action or waiting for the moment to prove to ourselves that we are worthy. Hence why when you compliment someone or speak life into them. They will reject it because they deem everything impossible or they can’t imagine a way out of their misery. So any attempt gets shut down due to their inner universe running off pessimism. Making it easy to question the good that comes into their life. Be it opportunities, love, friendship or even peace of mind. The cycle of the mind keeps them on autopilot to reject new realities.

"People aren't ready for what they pray for - strings"

Every protagonist usually has the most horrific backstory. That sends the body and your entire conscious awareness of existence into overdrive, which then jolts you into birthing a version of yourself. The rage that is used to fuel your new found identity works just enough for you to create new boundaries and let go of past limitations. Then along with taking responsibility with more assertiveness, you will welcome new situations that will encourage you to go and unearth new creations of yourself that allow you to adapt more in a flow state to extract what you need from the situation. (I will elaborate on this further in a future post) Thus the burst of confidence to take up space, laugh about the past and be accepting of the challenges you have faced. Creation doesn't just start with what you put down on paper but the metamorphosis from within that allows you to heighten your perspective with yourself as much as the world around you. Your body is the instrument helping you be in tune with being present and flexible to change. 

Nevertheless we will hold onto the trauma and stress because we will see that as being the easier option than actually committing to change. It helps to understand why we become addicted to substances and only seeing ourselves in a light where we are unsatisfied or unaware of our potential. Along with my latest discovery of using shame to power our way through to our goals. I believe this to be a symptom because it is the strongest emotion and inner voice that can "motivate" you into action. That is why I tell myself that I would feel empty if I were to achieve my life goals with guilt being the driving force because once i attain them i will ultimately feel like I don't deserve them and my mind will go haywire. This is applied relationship dynamics as well but i digress.

Diets, materials, religion and affirmations only work to an extent because they are tools to help and guide us back to our centre, who we truly are. And no you don't need to be bitten by a radioactive spider or lose a loved one to reinvent yourself and there is nothing wrong with you if your lucky jacket or different coloured hair doesn't make you feel constantly invincible. You have to unlock that desire within you that says, why not me. That's the beginning of the process which opens up new channels in your mind to be open to seeing possibilities and opportunities that you couldn't see before because of how quickly your previous self would quickly shut down the idea of it even happening. 

Or like the person you know who always gets free things, treated nicely by everyone they meet. This is the next step of just raising yourself worth and that rubs off on people. not demanding it by the use of external things or being nice to everybody but your presence being more magnetic as you start to strengthen your resolve of what you believe you can attain and desire. the funny thing is these things happen but when I put the pieces together I realise how you would remove myself from the moments of creation because of my sense of unworthiness and relationship with confrontation allowed me not to put my self in positions to expose myself to the tiny glimpses of limelight that draw out my true nature which attracts all the things I need to me.

The key to me bearing witness to these events is not overthinking. I'm getting my compound interest returned to me and my mind cant help but wonder as to how it is happening even though I am aware of how things work. I have taken this part of my life to experiment even further with the thought of attracting and subtracting thoughts and things that I see fit while I am in this flow state. The goal isn't necessarily about hoarding the things that I am asking for but to understand the power of my nature that has been laid dormant. Along with the question of why was I worried all along if things would be this way. Easier said than done but this is the frequency that I am at. Jumping timelines and being more observant of what I conjure so I accept more responsibility and the rewards, invested energy in discovering myself and believing in my own timing rather than others.

We create what we can manage everyday around the clock. We come from creation so we are part of the never ending cycle. The problem has always been that we have been taught and programmed to create what we believe we need in order to be happy. Happiness has always been subjective because it was an inside job but when you are bombarded with ads, trends and the fear of the news and dangers of the world. Its easy to understand that peoples general outlook on life can be morbid. For some it can be the opposite & can quickly turn into entitlement which is what comes with money, power and influence. More money more problems is just new heights more frights.

There is great power in unlocking the spoils of awareness, to really take advantage for my greater good and lock in and unleash the characters within my arsenal to help me adapt to any situation to simply rise above it.